Still don't really know how to work this thing, Im learning though, thankyou's to ciara for making it all pretty and shit :) damn it now this has to be a public thing, i hate doing public ones, cause i cant ramble on about embarrassing pointless shit like i am now. i shall cease. anyway my day was average, amusing at times but now i am all poo-y. my friends and stuff are poo-y each seem to be in a shitty predicament or unhappy, every single one. i hate it. i suppose i am glad they speak to me, well some of them do, which is nice and makes me feel good about myself like i am someone who could change something or make it better, even if i cant, i still like to be seen as someone who people can at least talk to and feel better about themselves or just in general. god i hate livejournal, myspace is all false and happy this is much more real, its like the depressing myspace. oh well.. now im deciding whether to public or private this, sod it i'll public it and write another private, problem solved. ha bet you all want to read my private one now, actualy i doubt you give a shit.

Oh God, last night was terrible, truley awful. I went to a paaaartay and got there and it was shit, but fear not alcohol was present and so we would make it fun. So we were all good having a good drunken time together then I was a prick and kissed uuuuhhhh and I'm pissed off cause I didn't spend the night with my friends, it kept following me, even to the toilets, sick bitch, the only time I could get away was when I went to get a drink, hense I ended up VERY VERY drunk. Oh God it was terrible, I wish I could turn back time. Now there are rumours that me and Nick went with each other, which is HILERIOUS, made up by a chav, obviously, who went with a dog, and so I laughed at him, therefore the rumours were made up, but they are laughable so I care not. Anyway, shit night was had, feel bad, want another party so that one is never spoken of again. I think I'll set this one to public cause everyone knows anyway, so theres nothing private in here. So please don't mock me I was a drunken idiot, big mistake, wont happen again. -x-

Well, Im on livejournel, wtf is this thing? anyway, I have been roumaging peoples pages and Im not best pleased with any of you, screw you all.